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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

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I guess from your point of view, you think I'm doing fine

I ripped a page out y'all books, and now I fake smile

I turned my whole life around, it's time to redesign

I even dropped the red dot, and went to plain Zy3


I'm guessing when the stars align, I gotta read between the lines

Tall glasses of rose wine, now it's time for me to shine

I wanna leave the past behind and just relive my life

Now I'm on a different journey, it's just me and my wife


Sixteen years with no heart, I just gotta keep a steady pace

And I know I can go far, I feel everybody

Gotta roll to play, I'm just playing my part

Here today and gone tomorrow, I just wanna leave you my art


It can be so difficult to move on

I mean, damn, it's so easy to do wrong

You wanna try hard, but you won't

It's therapeutic spending nights at the studio


With new flows

Here's a story about a boy that bust his ass to do right

He would get bullied at home, so at school he would fight

He found a passion in music, and it changed his whole life


Let's take it further than that, let's put this under the light

Okay, so through his eyes, the world was a mystery

So he dabbled in shit he was never meant to see

His parents always argued right in front of him


He used to tell him stop, but they was blunt with him

So he stayed in a childs place and just let things play out

He loved watching cartoons and run around the whole house

Then one day he realized that dad wasn't around


But when he did return, the young boy found out that

Turns out that daddy and mommy got separated

So he remembered the fights and how it originated

He wanted someone to blame, someone to hate


But he was young, he could only be irritated

He's no longer mad, he loves them both, he let it go

But deep in his heart began a hole, a black hole

Next thing he knew, they both were seeing people


Little did he know that this would be the prequel

To a life that he would learn to hate

The hole in his heart wanted him to retaliate

Fast forward a couple years and his father got custody


He saw his mother was torn, he went away reluctantly

Now he's in a whole different world

He saw so much, now he looks differently at girls

He's too young, but now he wants to dive a little deeper


He can't focus in school, a red flag for his teachers

In reality, he misses his mama, he needs to see her

And it rarely ever happened, he grew thick skin, no Sia

He doesn't realize that everything's about to change


The life that he knew, it'll never be the same

Never be the same

This is years later and he sees it all now

The woman with his father is evil and foul


Went to school with a swollen lip, he got punched in the mouth

There ain't shit that he could do, so he just tried waiting it out

Family and friends would take pity when they would come around

He would do anything to escape the horrors of the house


And sure, he would act up in school

It's only because at home they were nothing short of cruel

His father would just sit there and watch in his perspective

His children were getting mistreated, abused, and neglected


Never did a thought cross his mind he was getting tested

The boy went a whole week without food, sleep, and his respect

He was standing up at a bar where he wrote the same sentence

Over and over, that shit was so relentless


Steal out the kitchen, he was hungry and tempted

How could you do this to a child? I don't get it

He turned into a klepto, so something was in his stomach

So he could have a life outside of all of the nothing


Reading and writing and drawing so he could escape

No TV, no outside, and definitely no games

He got to play sports, but that got taken away

So much wasted potential outside of the shame


There's still love for the game, it's still there to this day

Thoughts clouding his mind, forecast says it's gonna rain

He used to think to himself, God why

Eventually the tears dried up and he learned not to cry


But he never gave up faith, he had God on his side

For one day in gym class, he would meet his future wife

She was the reason he decided to take action

Needed an escape, he wrote a note and started packing


First or even the second time didn't go so good

But he just kept on trying, he just knew he could

Now it's getting worse and he just wanted to end it all

Or all of it to just end and all it took was a call


And that day the boy knew what to do

He got himself out and even got him some proof

With a phone call, he could live a better life

Reunited with his mama and his mama's side


Not only that, but he could make it work with his girl

And that was the day he saw a better world

I guess from your point of view, you think I'm doing fine

I ripped a page out y'all books and now I fake smile


I turned my whole life around, it's time to redesign

I even dropped the red dot and went to plain Zy3

I'm guessing when the stars align, I gotta read between the lines

Tall glasses of rose wine, now it's time for me to shine


I wanna leave the past behind and just relive my life

Now I'm on a different journey, it's just me and my wife

16 years with no heart, I just gotta keep a steady pace

And I know I can go far, I feel everybody


Got a role to play, I'm playing my part

Here today and gone tomorrow, I just wanna leave you my art

It could be so difficult to move on

I mean, damn, it's so easy to do wrong


You wanna try hard, but you won't

It's therapeutic spending nights at the studio

With new flows

Yeah yeah


Yeah yeah

Oh oh oh

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeah


Yeah yeah

Oh oh oh

Oh oh

Oh oh


Oh oh

Oh oh

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