I Try Not to Associate With Myself ft. Sarah Gaygen Lyrics

Hey, you're awake

There's some stuff I ought to tell you

It's probably not a big surprise

That someday you'll hear my wistful cries

Life has a way of taking things away

I know that'll I'll lose this all someday

My good grades, my looks, my money, my streaming

My creative drive and my whimsical dreaming

In my heart I know that it's true

I'll lose it all and then I'll lose you

I really just can't keep it together

When life should be good, I'm under the weather

Bad things seem to follow me around

So I push my hopes into the ground

I've quit acting, quit drawing, quit the violin

It'll all fall apart, I just can't win

Can't you see it?

Did you notice?

You say goodbye

I start to cry

I don't what to say it's just a cloud above my head

Good things turn to bad and then I'm old then I'm dead

I've lost it all before and then I've lost it all again

Now I'm off at college and I've only made one friend

More than just a friend, but that's just what I fear

The cloud goes away whenever you get near

Being with you, it takes away the pain

Seeing you smile it keeps me sane

Can't you see it?

Did you notice?

You say goodbye

I start to cry

Can't you see it?

Did you notice?

You say goodbye

I start to cry