Chameleon ft. New Ends Lyrics

From the start I turn the tables

Over that had all my cards laid out

I pushed away my family faith

And friends to stay alone

Inside my mind

When I thought I had all of my

Reasons to help keep me from

Ever changing

I don't ever want to stay the same

How I grow is up to me

I don't want to play the games

I've had enough

At first I couldn't see it

Now I do believe it

I was the Chamaeleon

The hole I dug grew bigger

As wondered how far I'd let this go

My tired will and heavy head were

Steadied by the hands

I pushed away

At 17 I couldn't see past myself

I thought that my blessings

Were cursed from the start

Where I am today

Is more than I prayed for

You changed me from within

And showed me who I really am

I don't ever wanna stay the same

How I grow is up to me

I don't want to play the games

I've had enough

I was tired of staying the same

I was tired of playing the games

How I grow is up to me