Find My Way Lyrics

I've got a lot of shit on my mind right now, man

For real

They thought that I had fell off, the whole time I'd just been loading

This been decades in the making, I've been singing since I've spoken

I've been writing my own raps since I was ten- and I ain't joking

I still got a ways to go, but now I know the path I've chosen is the one for me

Writing songs about my life- this shit so fun for me

Writing songs about a wife that I ain't met yet like there's one to meet

My mind it runs like cleats

Cotton candy skies, a girl with candy eyes

As we lay out on the grass atop a blanket, fireflies around us

Paralyzing, we ain't moving- locking eyes

Yeah that is the dream that I got

I got this thing unlocked

Had to go through lots of shit, but now this thing unclogged

I've been living out my dreams

Walk down the street, I'm counting sheep

All these people just some followers, I wanna take the lead

I ain't worried about my followers, but know I got to be

If I wanna reach an audience that's paying for a seat

At the stadium shows

Turn up- the stadium glows

All the lights reflecting off of all the stadium rows

All the nights away from home, I know my family knows

This the price I got to pay to pave my family's roads

And when the weather getting stormy, and the canopy blows

Imma do just what I got to- keep the family close

I remember thinking long about this life that I chose

Now I'm righting all the wrongs a little late cuz I don't

Fucking care anymore

Ain't ever there anymore

It's just me versus myself, can't fight the stares anymore

It's just me versus my wealth that isn't there anymore

I've been trying to save myself and get my head out of war

But instead, I load the ammo

Shoot my shot, don't know how far it'll go

This shit is up to me, ain't no one else

I'm taking it slow

I put my money where my mouth is

Now my smile is richer

I'm facing every up and down just like the line on the Richter

I've been consistently consistent

Yeah, consistency's the biggest key

Trying to find the kid who wrote about good times back in '17

I know he's somewhere hidden

Who am I kidding, I'm a different me

I'm no longer an addict getting lifted from amphetamines

A better me

That's who I am now and I wouldn't want to change a thing

I've been so scared to tap back into that old, angry me

When I would tell it like it is, and I would do it unregrettably

Report cards that I'd get was full of F's, a couple letter D's

The best shit that I'll ever see- I ain't seen it yet

I got stuck behind the crowd, but now it's easy to stretch

I can take it at my own pace, ain't no reason to stress

Everybody got they own route, got they own GPS

But when I get there to the end- I promise one thing at death

That I will leave a better legacy than when I took breaths

Yeah, I hurt a lot of people and that shit I regret

But now it's too late to mourn it, so I move forward with less

I've got to find a way

Got to find my way back home, don't know where to go

I've got to find a way

Got to find my way back home, trace the footprints in the snow