Convince Myself Lyrics

Convince Myself - Andi

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Told myself this time it would be different

And you and I could really make it work

That you're just really busy, you're not distant

And you're scared to commit, 'cause you've been hurt before

My friends are getting tired of me asking

About you, I can't help but bring it up

They say if it was real, I wouldn't ask them how you feel

If they think that you might be the one

When will I realize

If he wanted to, he would

Six words I never understood

It's not fair

Why can't I accept the fact that you don't care?

So I make up excuses

Like your phone died, hit red lights, so that's why you're late

But you're acting different, you're acting strange

Why am I always so forgiving just to keep you mine?

When you don't give me reasons to believe that you want me

I'm back on the shelf

I shouldn't have to, have to convince myself

Used to talk all day, you're getting slower (slower)

Haven't asked to see me in a while

Or maybe I just overthink and that's the normal way of things

I question myself like a child (question myself like a child)

When will I realize

If he wanted to, he would

Six words I never understood

It's not fair

Why can't I accept the fact that you don't care?

So I make up excuses

Like your phone died, hit red lights, so that's why you're late

But you're acting different, you're acting strange

Why am I always so forgiving just to keep you mine?

When you don't give me reasons to believe that you want me

I'm back on the shelf

I shouldn't have to, have to convince myself

So tired of being burdened with figuring you out

Oh, you're constantly changing, I constantly doubt

If any of it is real, if you even exist

Oh, you say that you care, but I'm not convinced

Oh, it's not fair

Why can't I accept the fact that you don't care?

So I make up excuses

Like your phone died, hit red lights so that's why you're late

But you're acting different, you're acting strange

Why am I always so forgiving just to keep you mine?

When you don't give me reasons to believe that you want me

I'm back on the shelf

I shouldn't have to, have to convince myself