Apprehension Lyrics

I'd like to say I've tried my best to see the bright side

And on my way I fell into the cracks of a fault line

Lately I've become so tired of depending on everyone else to give me a meaning

As if I should need one

Why's it not enough to just exist?

This is just how it is

It should be enough to just exist

Learn to accept it

I need to kill the common factor before I let it bury me

Then I can safely tread the disturbed earth instead of walking in my grave

They say that change, in life, is the only constant

I say they're wrong to pretend there's not also conflict

Scared to think I'm doing better when every time I do, I just run into a setback

But I'm terrified to waste more time 'cause I know it's impossible to get back

Sick of being in between who I was and who I want to be

When's it finally gonna be enough for me?

I want to take that leap, but I can't seem to stop my legs from shaking

And, when I try to just breathe, it seems I only start hyperventilating

Am I to just press on, blood lacking the balance it needs

Carried by these weakened limbs, to face life even if it kills me?

Just don't look back

Keep your eyes north