All At Once (Ego Death) Lyrics

I'm willing to give it all

I don't feel much feelings at all

Or I feel my feelings hit all at once

I think I'm having withdrawals

I'd rather talk to your walls or something

Don't know how to tame all my thoughts

Feeling the weight of the world

I can't just take all that off

I can't just take all that

Fuck it then

I'm jumping in

I can't swim

Came running in

To save him

From jumping in

It's too late

I think it's the ego death

Connecting with all of my people less

Maybe I should change my tune

My quietest thoughts fill a room

I don't know what I'm seeking

Feel like I've been sinking

Ain't been playing defense

I can't let my heart weaken

God damn praying 'till his knees hurt

They said

God make his strongest soldiers weak first

This ain't evolution this a rebirth

I had to put some balance in my soul, it needed rework

I stuck around to get my heart broken, I had to peep first

Broke every door I wanted in like, fuck I need a key for

Can't put the whole world on my shoulders, probably need some P's for it

I'm tryna balance the world in my palm, while my visions distorted

It's too late