to have you (demo) Lyrics

You cut your hair off by yourself when we first met

That was the coolest shit I'd ever seen a person do

You made a promise that you'd never wanna be in love

That was a hell of a lie you got us wrapped into

Now you're wearing my shirt, kissing me where it hurts

I'm paranoid I'm the worst you've ever wanted

And I'm biting my tongue not to call you the one

Burn a hole in my lungs just to have you

Oh, just to have you

You tore the note up that I wrote for you on Valentine's

And then you kissed me, oh, I think I used my words too much

I hope the flowers that I bought you might be more your style

They look to me just like the way it felt when we first touched

And you're wearing my shirt, kissing me where it hurts

I'm paranoid I'm the worst you've ever wanted

And I'm biting my tongue not to call you the one

Burn a hole in my lungs just to have you

Oh, just to have you

You got too drunk and said you didn't love me anymore

I didn't tell you that I heard you when I drove you home

It's not the first time I've been in over my head and my heart

It's not the first time that I've begged myself to let you go

But you're wearing my shirt, kissing me where it hurts

I'm paranoid, I'm the worst you've ever wanted

And I'm biting my tongue not to call you the one

Burn a hole in my lungs just to have you