Volume 2 Lyrics

Yeah got another one

NightXHours It's a bit personal though

But look (Yeah)

I'm shopping at the mall I got my bag

I went through hell for all you don't know that

And now I'm glowing I got bitches on me

And now show she want to come back I said fuck that

Always awake and I know I'm alive

That's not my point I'm not feeling alive

Got to get high all the time to get by

Or do I die cause I'm loosing my mind

Dated a bitch but It dint helped me

It wasn't for me did not know how I feel

What are the odds when it's always the same

Don't give a fuck ima toss it away

I just lay down and I stare at the moon

I'm in a void feels like I'm in a room

Always confused never know what to do

I just be hoping that it will end soon

Feels like I lost a big part of my soul

I do not feel anything like a ghost

Always awake and I know I'm alive

That's not my point I'm not feeling alive

Changing a-lot and I'm always so down

The world around me feel like its going down

Money is up but I'm still feeling so down

All of my thoughts I'm just writing them down

How does it feel to just lose it at once

Stuck in a room I know I got no one

They are not here they not holding me down

Jump off a cliff I just wanna go drown

I'm rolling I'm rolling all night all the time

Everyone smokes cause they want to escape

Need to survive every night every day

Demons will dance on the road turn away

How can I know you're someone to trust

Twenty four seven they go one by one

Shout out to Jay my and cousin day one

VTNA and lost souls roll a blunt

No one to trust need to go on alone

Declining the calls everyone on my phone

I lost a bro and I couldn't let go

I'm in the streets but I live in my zone

I do not know what it feels like to love

At-least I got everything that I want

All of the problems I had to confront

Putting my life on the line everytime

I'm taking a cruise when I'm driving the subi

23 now and I'm learning a-lot

I already know that its never enough

May 28 was the start of it all

Look at you now you recycle yourself

Sharing your body with everyone else

I know a fact that was already said

I am not someone you cannot forget

Told me you love me you got me fucked up

How many times did you do me so wrong

You picked another so I did the same

Was at the bottom you left me again

A couple of years and I finally got up

All of homies they helped me get up

Shout to out to Ari the real one I had

She was the one by my side all I had

Thank you so much couldn't cherish enough

You're hearing this song couldn't thank you enough

You're not here but I hope you're alright

It's been a while but I'm doing alright

Never forget you was checking on me

When I was so low and I swallowed the pills

You was only the one who knew what I did

If you need me I will let you back in

I know I said I can't let go

But honestly don't want to show

My weakness in reality

And with all these memories

I don't even mean to pry

But lately I've been very gloomy

Another road block in my life

I will manage to get by

Always smoking nicotine

Cause it help's me to set me free

With all the shit I had to see

I remember every scene

Need to let go of the rope

But I hold on it gives me hope

I hold on tight and not let go

At the same time I don't know

Always awake and I know I'm alive

That's not my point I'm not feeling alive

Got to get high all the time to get by

Or do I die cause I'm loosing my mind

Dated a bitch but It dint helped me

It wasn't for me did not know how I feel

What are the odds when it's always the same

Don't give a fuck ima toss it away

Shout to my real ones

Shout to everyone who was there for me that time

I love you all