try to get up but i cant. Lyrics

Break me down and destroy every wall You say you love me, but I think you don't

Break me down and then watch me fall You say you need me, but I think you don't

Like, you say that you need me, but I really think you don't

And you sayin you won't leave me, but then why am I alone

Yeah, we tried to find a different route, but this is where it ends

And I should've always known that he was more than just a friend

Like, I try to get up, but I can't

Taking my hand and you ask me to dance

You say that you love me, but love me as friends

Sober or not, cause I know it depends

She just wanna fuck, should I do it again

Cause when I'm alone, I feel less of a man

Maybe we should've just stuck to the plan

Why did we think of this right when it ends

Like, it could've been right from the start

Maybe back then we wouldn't fall apart

You tell me I'm different , I know that I'm not

And you're playing my heart and I tell you to stop

But you say I'm different cause I make you go

Maybe the next time I can tell her no

Hopefully, I can go n be alone

Socially, imma drift into a hole

Like, I'm losing my brain

Clinically, you can say that I'm insane

I don't wanna talk when I'm hearing my name

If there's a problem, I'm taking the blame

I don't wanna change

Never get back what I give in exchange

Steady complaining and digging my grave

I would've been here if you could've stayed

Why am I always just filled up with rage