Trust Nobody ft. Aylius Lyrics

I really don't trust nobody

In this cold world, I'm sorry

I wish I could trust you

When you say you'll always be there for me

Cause sometimes it gets so lonely

Running from everybody

So many times burned, it's just not worth it

I don't trust nobody

Yeah, these last few months got me feeling different

Woman and weed, my newest addiction

Run from the truth, though I'm low on my fitness

So hard to speak, but I need you to listen

God is my witness, don't think he proud

He feeling indifferent, watching me now

Seeing the distance I put between everyone else and myself

I'm spiralling down

Don't wanna be vain but I'm finding it hard

When my blood's leaking out of the scars in my heart

When the people who's closest have tore it apart

Tell me what makes you think I could trust in love?

Yeah, what makes you think I could trust in love?

Honest to god, feel life is too much

No green in my paddock, I'm keeping it blunt

Can't burn all my trauma, I'm missing my spark

Look

In a state of catharsis, letting you know

My life in reverse, been going too slow

While climbing this hill

Been losing my hope

Look

If I tell you I'm fine, I don't want you to know

Don't think that I'm lying to put on a show

When it's me against me

I really don't trust nobody

In this cold world, I'm sorry

I wish I could trust you

When you say you'll always be there for me

Cause sometimes it gets so lonely

Running from everybody

So many times burned, it's just not worth it

I don't trust nobody

Who I've become, it wasn't by choice

Can't handle the smoke, yet I'm tokin' a joint

I'm choking, I know it's distorting my voice

I realise now that I fell in the void

That's my uncomfortable truth

Don't believe it even though I'm seeing the proof

Something inside me's controlling my moods

And dictating every direction I move

I feel it the most when I'm lost in my fears

It tells me "don't let anyone near

If they knew pain you've been holding for years

They'll cause you the same and they'll leave you in tears"

See a glimpse of my errors, hope I can atone

For this entity pulling me far from my goals

It's speaks in a tone that's just like my own

The difference though is it's lacking the soul

I feel a disconnect, the energy of good and evil

Ones the being that I am, the other ones my ego

I guess we look the same, the latter looks a little scared

I asked him why

He said "I'm only happy when I'm in your head"

I really don't trust nobody

In this cold world, I'm sorry

I wish I could trust you

When you say you'll always be there for me

Cause sometimes it gets so lonely

Running from everybody

So many times burned, it's just not worth it

I don't trust nobody

I don't trust nobody