Dying to live Lyrics

Hard times with the truth just got me feeling blue

Always stuck up in my head, don't know what to do

Like, who the fuck is who? Always searching for a clue

Lost myself up in the mix, now my heart here too

I've been knocking at my head, trying to see my reasons

Fight these demons so deceiving, sometimes I can't beat them

Find my way around the maze, even when I'm grieving

Let them say what they say, don't stop believing in yourself

Cause you just gotta break out that belt

Don't let the hate keep fucking with your health

What you perceive is what you believe

So don't let them see that you wear your heart up on your sleeve

And understand all that shit is beneath

Like you can't go down breaking teeth for something that's not guaranteed

That's anxiety up in your brain

Negativity trying to drive you out your lane

But you can't be back, relapse on some old shit

Find yourself, just flow with motions

Peace of mind when I'm smoking on some potent

Thoughts that be floating

I just gotta stay open to this life that I'm going on with

Taking time to realize nobody honest

Trust so broken but you know that I'm beyond it

Can't rely on anybody like fuck a promise

I've been trying to get it right but they just wanna do me wrong

Been building myself up for so long

Most my fears are gone, staying strong

I just gotta hold on no matter what

They will always talk that shit but really who gives a fuck

Nobody can tell it like how It really be

Taking time just to waste all my energy

Up to me must achieve, I just need the room to breathe

And I truly can see what's been knocking in my head day to day

What really brings me down, makes me feel this type of way

Is it cause every girl I've had like to play

Or is it the choices I've made

I'm just having hard times with the truth

Just got me feeling blue

Always stuck up in my head, don't know what to do

Like who the fuck is who, always searching for a clue

Lost myself up in the mix, now my heart here too

You've been changing, been blaming just for entertainment

Real people do not feel the need to start shaming

Stress got you pressed so you started claiming

Reality hit you hard then the tears came a raining

Stop restraining what is trying to get you right

Promise 10 times out of 10 you just gonna lose that fight

I know you've been up up in the darkness looking for some light

But everything's a mindset so I hope you get it right

Remember all this shit you dealing with another lesson

It be hard to play your part when you can't see progression

But you've been grinding, working towards it everyday no question

Staying humble when they not, swear this shit so depressing

But you can't be back, relapse, on some old shit

Find yourself, just flow with the motions

Peace of mind when I'm smoking on some potent

Thoughts that be floating, I just gotta stay open

Fuck it, I'm on a mission and I'm a make it

No letting up, no worries if you mistaken

For the fakes that be vacant , I can't be taking

Chances for anything that I got

My pride keeps me alive, never swerving on my spot

Staying solid , see no reason to not be down for my people

Things got lethal, turned it peaceful, now I'm trying to get it equal

Looking through a peep hole, really trying to figure this shit out

Working towards a dollar, never caring bout some fucking clout