texts i would send you if i could Lyrics

I wish I could've called you

When I walked home alone in the dark

Cause usually I would have

And we'd talk til I made it back

And I wouldn't be this scared

Walking up my dorm stairs

All alone

Tell me how's Chicago

How soon do you go back to school

Feels like I've been here for a year now

Call my mom each time I break down

Cause I wish that you would call me

But I know the probability is none

And I know that

It's gonna be fine

But it's cold here

And you're always on my mind

How was first semester

All your new friends seem really cool

I wonder if they've heard about me

If it's mostly pretty good things

Cause I've told all of my friends

I've given up on trying to get

Over you

And it's almost your birthday

Happy 19th to you

This is your first one without me

Since the both of us were 16

I know that's time just doing it's thing

But its been a bitch to you and me

Isn't that true

Oh and I know that

It's gonna be fine

But I'm so alone here

And you won't get out of my mind

And if I could

I'd send you

Every song I wrote for you

Just to make you cry

Is that a bad thing to think

And if I could

I'd call you

And tell you how much

I need you

Every night

That I have a little bit to drink

Cause I know that

It's gonna be fine

But I'm so alone here

And you won't get out of my mind

But I know that

It's gonna be fine

Cause I still love you

And you're always in my mind

I wish I could've called you

When I walked home alone in the dark

Cause usually I would have

And we'd talk til I made it back

And I wouldn't be this scared

Walking up my dorm stairs

All alone