Wasn't Like this Lyrics

Freak, are you kidding me

Freak, are you kidding me

It's cold in my heart

Like a cool in December

I'm forcing a smile

Everything's just fine

And I

I remember

I remember

I wasn't always like this

I wasn't always like

I wasn't always like this

I was never like this

Never like this

Pain be through my heart

Hole in my heart

And I told them I'm fine

I ain't drowning in pain

Look into the mirror

Oh, oh

Fighting myself

Yeah, it's still the way

I can't tell them how I feel

I remember then

But right now I'm still confused

Tell them how I feel

But I pray they never change

Just because it's cold in my heart

Oh, cold in my heart

While I'm drowning in pain

Demons in my car

They be riding like a king

Got some angel in my shoulder

They be acting so cool

Sometimes feel like I'm alone

Oh, oh

Yeah, it's cool

Yeah, it's fine

It was never, wasn't like this

I know it, that you hate me

I can never be like you

I pissed you off, I know it

I can never be like you

Wasn't like this before

Yeah, I'm rich, I'm fucking psych

It's cold in my heart

It's cold in my heart again

Like a cool in December

Oh, oh

I'm forcing a smile

I'm forcing a smile

Everything's just fine

And I

I remember

I remember

Wasn't always like this

Never ever

I wasn't always like this

I wasn't always like this

Far from home

Yeah, I'm far away

I remember then

That I used to smile

Now my heart is gone

Didn't have no clue

Tell me what you want

Tell me what you need

Didn't have to think it twice

So go far away

I just wanna be alone

Need a peace of mind

I just wanna help

But it's turn the way around

Every single day

I was forcing a smile

Thought I was special

Tell me why you had to do it

Other words for you

Gotta listen to me

Never keep a friend

They gon' hit you at your worst

This is what I thought

Everything I've been through

I put it in a song

I could get your level

But you know that I'm past that

Hell no

You ain't coming back

Wanna hit me down

Wanna hit me down

But I bet you cannot get me

It's cold in my heart

Like a cool in December

I'm forcing a smile

Everything's just fine

And I

I remember

Wasn't always like this

I wasn't always like

I wasn't always like this

I wasn't always like this

I wasn't always like this

I wasn't always like this

I wasn't always like this

Wait, are you kidding me