mistakes Lyrics

Mistakes

Yea we all make mistakes

That can lead to them bad days

No motivation you forget to give the Lord praise

Wake up and you instantly sad

Try to go to sleep but you just too mad

Ask yourself, how did I mess up so bad?

But you just don't know

And you keep on cryin' on the floorboards

Keep on fighting all those mind wars

Keep on thinkin 'bout that top floor

Yea it's just so high

And you keep on fighting stayin sober

Keep on fighting it ain't over

Keep on fighting for that closure

Hope it's not too far

What have I done

Caused the woman that I loved to fall apart

Don't remember what I said but left her scarred

The look of fear inside her eyes it broke my heart

Broke my heart

I blamed her

Cause she always made me second-guess myself

Felt like she blamed me for my depression as well

Then the only thing for me to do was yell

And i don't know how

Regrets

Yea we all got regrets

Of things we said that we ain't meant

Those angry texts that we wish we could just unsend

But it's too late

It's said and done

Turn the other way but I can't run

Contemplating what I've become

Other than numb

Runnin' up the stairs tryna feel something

Make it to the roof, thinkin' about jumpin'

But I don't wanna die just want the pain to end

And I don't know when

I'm ever gonna love again

Love again

Love again

I don't think I'm wanna try again

Try again

Try again

What have I done

Caused the woman that I loved to fall apart

Don't remember what I said but left her scarred

The look of fear inside her eyes it broke my heart

Broke my heart

I blamed her

Cause she always made me second-guess myself

Felt like she blamed me for my depression as well

Then the only thing for me to do was yell

And I don't know how