Control (SUICIDE) Lyrics

I'm losing control, medic, medic, medic, medic

Just another day of no self-control, medic, medic, medic, medic

Now it's time to sound the alarm, medic, medic, medic, medic

Feeling like I'm going down that road called a medic, medic, medic, medic

Suicide on my mind down that road again

Attempted this before I needed family and my friends

When expressing yourself they cannot comprehend

It's a foreign language, it doesn't translate to them

So how do I speak or who do I run to

Yeah, that trauma's too deep, afraid what I might do

I needed her love, she needed fondue

Had to change my views and what I pursued

I'm losing control, medic, medic, medic, medic

Just another day of no self-control, medic, medic, medic, medic

Now it's time to sound the alarm, medic, medic, medic, medic

Feeling like I'm going down that road called a medic, medic, medic, medic

Yeah, nothing's the same, I just feel pain

Make my complaints, I go insane

I drink to my bros, wash them away

Killing my liver, that's day by day now

Sad how I created Young Ye

My mental state's not balanced today

I needed help, some help to save the day

I'm losing control, so empty in my soul

I'm losing control, medic, medic, medic, medic

Just another day of no self-control, medic, medic, medic, medic

Now it's time to sound the alarm, medic, medic, medic, medic

Feeling like I'm going down that road called a medic, medic, medic, medic