I Don't Know How To Talk Lyrics

I don't want to lose you

But I don't know how to talk

Of course you know I want you

To protect myself, I choose to walk

Cause in my past

I've been abused and I'm scarred

I'm not comparing them

And what they did, to you

My heart

Tells me this won't last, and you gone leave

So I depart, mentally

And have you wondering

Why you'd get with me, damn

But the pain is all I've ever known

I know I didn't say it then

But baby please don't go

And I'm trying

To face my fears

Don't leave my side

I don't wanna lose

No I don't

I don't wanna lose you

But I don't know how to talk

Of course, you know I want you

To protect myself

I choose to walk

Cause In my past I been abused

And I'm scared

I'm not comparing

Them and what they did, to you

My heart

Tells me this won't last

And you gone leave

So I depart, mentally

And have you wondering

Why'd you get with me

Dahm

I'm sorry

But pain is all I've ever known

Hold on

I know I didn't say it then

But baby please don't go

Because I'm here

And I'm trying

To face my fears

Don't leave my side

I'm here

The Last Buddha Standing

Relying on my faith

Never told a soul

I'm perfect, In fact

Show when I fall on my face

Pain is all I've ever known

I tried my best

To show them love

But the love I learned was love

Ain't really love

I'm so Dahm lost

Love ain't cheap

I can't buy it

Tried it

You can't pay the cost

So I cave a little

But I never ever, gave a little

Yes I pray a little

For days to change, from dark

To sunny days

Bring rays in

Instead got thunderstorms

My trust, in myself is all torn

I don't wanna lose you

But I don't know how to talk

Of course, you know I want you

To protect myself

I choose to walk

Cause In my past I been abused

And I'm scared

I'm not comparing

Them and what they did, to you

My heart

Tells me this won't last

And you gone leave

So I depart, mentally

And have you wondering

Why'd you get with me

Dahm

I'm sorry

But pain is all I've ever known

Hold on

I know I didn't say it then

But baby please don't go

Because I'm here

And I'm trying

To face my fears

Don't leave my side

I been abused

I know it ain't, your fault

Baby, It ain't mine either

Always had a choice

Raise your voice

To stay, or you leave her

Cold, they say I am

I Agree

But I'm hotter than a heater

Fell in love at 18

She might hate me

D.V

I would beat her

We would fight, It scarred us both

Begged for forgiveness

I'm grown now

On my own now

In my mind, all times

Repentance

I'm finishing everything I start

Period

End of sentence

It's us against the world

I don't want to lose you

I meant it

I'm different

I don't wanna lose you

But I don't know how to talk

Of course, you know I want you

To protect myself

I choose to walk

Cause In my past I been abused

And I'm scared

I'm not comparing

Them and what they did, to you

My heart

Tells me this won't last

And you gone leave

So I depart, mentally

And have you wondering

Why'd you get with me

Dahm

I'm sorry

But pain is all I've ever known

Hold on

I know I didn't say it then

But baby please don't go

Because I'm here

And I'm trying

To face my fears

Don't leave my side