Pink Lotus Lyrics

Question how my company will comfort me started getting money, now they hunt for me

Locked and loaded

No freedom inside the country

Oh they do what for me?

No lie, I still check up on the regular

Falling in the pits of the media

Like it's peer pressure, pressure

I'm just writing hopeless letters

Saying all this shit to the mic

In hopes I feel better

The water falling from that faucet leaking chronic on the counter

Landlord reek it

Get faded on the bus drive weekend

At least she don't believe it

And father always preaching

Each season say

The leaves change for a reason

Best believe it

There's something going up when I come down

But it all seems right till I hit the ground

I know her conscience weigh heavy

Like water drops in the levee

Decide the fact that she ready

And is we going out

Say got caught up in questions

Now she feeling neglected

Keep it calm and collected

But then mindful of doubt

But then mindful of doubt

But then mindful of doubt

But then mindful of doubt

But then mindful of doubt

Sick of waking up when I'm in the cusp

Having shallow feelings all up in my gut

Like how these butterflies gonna keep me up got me floating

When I come around I just hope she notice been grinding through the heat for a pink lotus

Took a little while for

My thumbs wrote it

Hard to stay focused

I catch the cold air in the summertime

Thinking oh this little light of mine

Gotta shine

Caught inside the private eyes

It's back in line till you decide

Now I ain't going out back thinking

Just to build a bridge and watch y'all sink it

Done enough today and my lungs breathing now my lungs breathing

Awoke from off of the pavement

After nightly engagements

We is lovers in hatred

And that lesson learned

She involved within toxins

I evolved in my conscience

Keeping tabs and she watching

How the tables turn

But then mindful of doubt

But then mindful of doubt

But then mindful of doubt

But then mindful of doubt

My mind full of doubt