LIL KIM'S STORY Lyrics

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I got a story to tell

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I got a story to tell

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Was brought up by my mama

Apartments full of drama

I woke every morning

To the smell of marijuana

Or liquor in the bottle

No eggs pancakes or waffles

My mama had a husband

Who was really my daddy

Why daddy always missing

And daddy always hitting

And mama always kicking

So a split was benefitting

In come my shining armor

He taught me how to dance

Spoiled me with clothes from France

Gahdamn I fucking love him

Mama put none above him

Mama just graduated

He got mama a job working as a nursed aid and

He said he'll work from home and cover all the basics

Then one day he just sat me down

Said Kim I have to say this

Replied I'm here I'm listening

He said don't tell nobody

Already have your heart

But I would love your body

He started touching on me

Confused my mind is running

I said mama won't like this

He said don't tell nobody

Pin down my hands and legs

And then he grabbed my hair

My heart was beating scared

I tried to run but I can't

And then he started kissing

Whispered this what you missing

I felt something inside

I'm asking him what is this?

He said shhh just be quiet

Don't be too loud just take it

In pain my body aching

I said please stop I'm shaking

Said you don't love it now

But you gone love it later

Told me go clean myself up

And we gone try this later

Why I'm in this situation

What is going on

And I'm I God's creation

So what is going on

Mama I'm scared can't stand the rain

I'm too young to be feeling this way

Why I'm in this situation

What is going on

After a while go by

He made me feel like I was his

And I don't know why

I was so scared to tell my mom

Although I felt so worthless and hopeless inside

The feeling in my heart told me put that pain aside

For the loving he provides

I flout it

But I cannot allow it

One day mama came home

Mustered the guts to tell her

Mama daddy's bad he's been touching up on me

And all that bleeding that I had that cus we been fucking

Mama said:

Don't you ever fix your mouth to say nothing like that

Are you saying that he raped you

Cus we know that's not a fact

Don't be acting like you innocent deceitful little girl

Know you fucking all them boys in school you dirty little girl

He can never he love you

Why would you make make up all these lies

I said mama do you

Shut up I don't wanna hear it bye

Go to your room and cry yourself to sleep

We know that's not the truth

Making up stories up and telling me what he will never do

Now I'm in this crazy situation

Gun in my hand

Cus I'm bout to take my life

I said I'm bout to take my life

Now I'm in this crazy situation

Pills in my hand

Cus I'm bout to take my life

I said I'm bout to take my life