Tell The Truth ft. Trishawn Lyrics

What you supposed to do when all the rain pours

What you supposed to gain when you can't gain more

What's the love when you value the hate more

What's a sneaker if it ain't some J4's

What's a pretty bitch worth if she's not yours

What's performing if your ass ain't on tour

What's some brain if it ain't on the top floor

What's a show without beautiful encores

That's everything I'm chasing, everything amazing

Mental at it's peak, I'm holding conversation

That's a fucking lie, I'm really trying to face it

Social anxiety, only talk to Satan

Seeing my demons and seeing's believing

These people critiquing my every movement, every track, trying to find the improvement

Improve the improvement, I'm trying to do it

Excuses, excuses, you lying and stupid

You crying about bitches and praying to Cupid

You got all them bruises, they stuck on your heart

Your family out trying to tear you apart

Finding out you lost the people who care for you

Till you realize they didn't care from the start

My uncle probably hates me

No birthday texts in like two years

No bitches trying to date me

I left my last bitch on New Years

The homies trying to save me

Transparent pain, this shit's too clear

Knock, knock, anxiety, who's here

What's the truth? Accept it

I'm hurting, it's painful, no pride, only shameful

I'm hoping I'm able to cover it up

I can say all this shit, but y'all don't give a fuck

I relieve all the pain if I puff indica

But I know that don't work, this shit deep in my blood

I don't cry anymore, I'm numb as hell, I'm getting good at hiding it

Mama asked me if I wanted therapy

Maybe it's worth it if you go and try this shit

Maybe I should go and try this shit

Maybe I should go and try this shit

I told her no, I can do this alone

Yeah, here we go, now you still lying some more

Get out of my head, I can't get out of bed, I think maybe instead I'd be better off

Oh my god, that's another lie

Because if I died and heaven's real, I'd see my mother cry

And Jesus knows I can't stand it

He knows that I'll probably cause damage

Jesus knows I can't stand it

He knows that I'll probably cause damage

He knows that I'll probably cause damage

I am not perfect and I'mma be honest

It's time I reveal it

It's time I reveal it

It's time I reveal it

I'mma be honest, it's time I reveal it

It's time I reveal it

What is the truth

It's time I reveal it

It's time I reveal it

Your addiction is killing you, and you're letting it

I want the money and I want the fame

I want the bitches that scream out my name, wanna be in LA

Just to see all the fake, then give up 2k

Just to get me a steak

I want the followers, want the attention

My favorite rappers to have my name mentioned

In conversations with the gang every second

And still be alone when I'm home at 11

Then cry in a towel that's made by Versace

And go to Nobu, get the homies Hibachi

I'm picking the pedals like I'm Murakami

I'll be so successful it's fine to be cocky

I'll go to my high school reunion and need some security

Dressing some burgundy, fitted it perfectly

See all the bitches go flirt with me, say they supported me

All of eternity

Why can't you tell the truth

I can tell the truth

Why can't you tell the truth

I can tell the truth

Why can't you tell the truth

I can tell the truth

Why can't you tell the truth

I can tell the truth

I can tell the truth

All of the things that I go through

Broke down to my worst till I pursue

Paint a picture of my pain so you'll see the truth

See the truth

See the truth

Use the hurt to light the fire inside of me

It gets hard to remember the person I used to be

Take my tears and I cry

A beautiful symphony

Keep my eyes on the ball

At peace with it all

Gotta make that call

To leave it all

Leave it all