Boyish Lyrics

I lost my job

I miss it, but I'm not dead yet

I thought I was robbed

I wonder if hell is next

Yet now I find it comedic

How everything was you

The frier, the freezer

The semi-fractal view

Of this place

The boyish revolution

I'm lost again

Reverting to my old illusion

All I wanna see

Is a portal

A message, a dream

Me immortal

A castle for you, for me

For anybody

All I wanna be

Is normal

Boyish, cruel

You want me to be true

As long as I hit the mark

Of masculine and you

'Cause nothing's better than a boy

Who tells her that she's pretty

'Cause even if I don't like her

You need me to love her body

All I wanna see

Is a portal

A message, a dream

Me immortal

A castle for you, for me

For anybody

All I wanna be

Is normal

Am I supposed to live inside a burning choked-up lie?

Do I

Just die?

When we were kids

The muddy hands

And boyish stance and straightest glance

Was I even alive?

'Cause all I wanna see

Is a portal

A planet, a dream

Where I can be normal