Paint Me Blue (Bluer Version) Lyrics

I have so much to say 

But you brush me away

Even the sun started raining 

My heart's 32 degrees   

You drew a stain over me

I can't stop my world from fading

You just wanted to shape me

Hurt me til you could break me

Hoping I'd be your perfect little doll

You want me to be lonely 

All the more reason to hold me 

Crushing me ain't no work of art

I hate that I was a fool

So much I hate myself too

How fucking stupid and cruel

To think I'd be happy with you

One touch and I lost my cool

Oh god, the hell I'd go through

How fucking stupid and cruel

Why did I let you paint me blue?

(You paint me blue, you paint me blue) 

You got me caught in the waves

And every step of the way

It dragged me in so much deeper

I watched you cover the walls

Now I see blue in it all 

Do you like seeing me weaker? 

You just wanted to shape me

Hurt me til you could break me

Hoping I'd be your perfect little doll

You want me to be lonely 

All the more reason to hold me 

Crushing me ain't no work of art

I hate that I was a fool

So much I hate myself too

How fucking stupid and cruel

To think I'd be happy with you

One touch and I lost my cool

Oh god, the hell I'd go through

How fucking stupid and cruel

Why did I let you paint me blue? 

(You paint me blue, you paint me blue)

You know how bad I wanted you

Then you used it against me

Hid me from everything I knew

Thought I'd be sad forever, oh

You left me no space on my canvas 

Losing myself I can't stand it

Say that you love me when you don't know me   

And you never cared what it cost me

Painting your blue on my body

Say I'm more beautiful as I'm crying on my floor  

I hate that I was a fool

Why did I let you paint me blue?