Where I Started From Lyrics

I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right,

I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from

These thoughts of suicide are clouding my mind, but there's too much going for me to

Take that ride

I turned to God for guidance, are you listening Lord

And if you are, then what am I in all this pain for

I'm on a path of destruction, my life's a dysfunction

And Liss she's been getting to me more than something, more than ever, cause she didn't

Before

But things seem strange now, behind closed doors

This is my life, and it's such a struggle, I want to see the other side

When I face that muscle, I got to keep my head up, there's more to live

I signed a deal, and everything turned to shit

I'm trying to do what I do, but it seems so strange

Every thought I think of can't get it out of my brain

This beautiful girl, she ruined my world, and I want nothing more than to get back with

Her

I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right,

I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from

I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right,

I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from

I got to get my life back on track, there ain't a day that goes by I don't think about that

But every time that I think, my thoughts been shifting

I think I'm going crazy in this world that we live in

It's so easy to make mistakes, but they can't get fixed that easily today

I got to wait, got to wait, there's more music to make

There's more people in the same situation awake, and their eyes are wide open, filled

With hope and emotion

A fact that they hearts been broken

I see better days, cry the night away, fighting with myself over this big change

I feel empty, the taste on me, and every time I wake up, it's hard to breathe

"You ain't coming back, nah, not like that, and if you do, I can't forget what's been

said"

I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right,

I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from

I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right,

I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from

I've been smoking and drinking, trying to ease the pain,

But this pain is a pain that won't go away

I keep having this dream of her and me

Before we kiss, I wake up, it starts to scream

Where'd you go, why'd you leave

Liss it's me, I'm all choked up, and I can't speak

I was nothing but the best to you, nevertheless

Now I second guess, my life's a mess

Can I get my life back

There's nothing really, but in the long run, it all seems so silly

You were like a maid of soul, we could grow old, but you didn't really want that

Now I know, when you're doing the same thing with someone else, praying every night you

Find yourself, but when you find yourself, please find me or

I'll be trapped in here for all eternity

I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right,

I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from

I got to get my shit right, I got to get my head right,

I got to get my mind right, pick myself up from where I started from