Crush Lyrics

What the fuck

I'm so nervous for

Shaking like I'm withdrawal percocet

Wonder if I just spoke up would it all turn out that I was getting in my head

Been months

Well and a bunch of years attached

I was in fourth grade just to be exact

In fact by the time we graduated

I figured that I wouldn't ever say shit

Fuck no

What a cruel world its been to me

With no friends to keep

And loose ends that keep on slipping

But back then I didn't worry bout shit other than this

As a young kid

I just went to school

And had and innocent crush I guess I just refused

To go up to her and say how I felt

Because in my mind she's too perfect

Hell I doubt she even notice me

When we spoke I just fumbled

Sounded so dumb so I tried to let it go

By the end of high-school I pretend I didn't know you

Felt embarrassing

Couldn't get a grip

I ran into you in the public

So many times

And whenever I would try to talk

My brain shut down and and my eyes were caught on you

If you hate me

Can you let me know

I can't tell at all I guess I gotta crush

Think it may seem

I'ma mess I know

Should I just move on girl am I outta luck

You look at me

I'm folding

It breaks me down I think I've had enough

If you hate me

Can you let me know

If I fell in love or if I gotta crush

What the fuck

I've had many dates

Never shy when I'm met with a pretty face

But every time that you pass me by I wanna run thru the dry wall cuz I can't get it straight

She a gorgeous girl

I don't know her well

Yeah I'm sure that she got her heart broke before

And I hate that

I wish I could fix it

Going down that roads like driving stick shift

Whoa

High-school sucked

By then it was safe to say that I'd never get a chance

On top of that I was a loser making music while she going out making friends

Grew my hair out long got dreads and became a mess people always give me stares

I had a bad break up with a ex got my shit together and I started taking care

Four years had past it all crossed my mind again

I decided it was time to try again

I hit the DMs like hello how you been

I had a couple things I wanna talk about

Then to my surprise I got no reply

And said fuck it its fine put it all behind me

Moving on in life

Didn't think about it

Then she joined the gym that I had been working out at

If god is real then has aligning this

Divine timing

Better call a shaman in

Some how I better get the guts to walk up and say what I wanted

For the longest time

So I breathe take second to collect myself

Light headed and I'm shaking

Just like back in the day when we met but now

I looked at her and I'm saying