Dear Diary Lyrics

Dear Diary

I've been good lately

Think I lost my mind but it's back

Can't say it was a blast

But I'm glad I wake up daily

And I really love coffee

And I have so many dreams

That I wanna show you here

Dear Diary I've been drinking ginger tea

And I've been eating perfectly

Quit smoking but I'm confused

Why are my eyes still bruised

Oh, oh, oh

Dear Diary, I sleep with open windows

I love it when cold air blows

I'm excited all the time

But I'm just on overdrive

I wanna live and be free

But I'm feeling kinda shaky

Maybe if I take my meds

I'll see a change

But I've been taking them daily

And I still can't sleep

The air is choking me

I'm getting ear raped by the bells inside my head

And now my vision's getting blurry

Am I still here

Can you see me

I wish you did

Cause I finally found

What I've been looking for

Why did I have to break

Before I could get a hold

Cause I've been taking them daily

And I still can't sleep

The air is choking me

I'm getting ear raped by the bells inside my head

And I can't breathe

Am I even real

Oh, oh, oh

I thought there was a meaning

Behind my pain

How naive

There's nothing romantic about this

But maybe I can make it look like it