Stillwater ft. Taylor Barber & Left To Suffer Lyrics

Fighting the current that's dragging me further the white flag is raised so pull me under

Fuck

I'm not writing this to satiate my suicidal fantasies I'm closer to the edge than I have ever been

I can see the light

Let me drown

Swimming to the black and white all bleeding into grey

I can't tell the difference tell the big one I don't fucking pray

Any fates a blessing I'll return and haunt your walls

Cover up a twisted world in which everything's my fault

I can't take it

I'm done playing with you

I won't fake it

I'd be lying if I

Said I didn't want to die

Fuck the change you can keep the difference

It's not like it'll be put to use

I can not take any more of this abuse

What's left to lose

Fuck

Pull me under

That's right motherfucker

I give in

You fucking win

Is this what you wanted

In suffering, my salvation

I see it

I'm out of ideas

I'm running away from the demons in my head I fear

A piece of me is so severe

I chose to stick it out

And I never wanna see your face pressed against my glass again

I'll just suffer in the end

As I tap into your fears buried deep within

A disease has punished me

Under pressure

Die

Cast your judgment

Return back to the hole in the ground

Taste of Ritalin

Carcinogen

I'm dead again

Cutting off the middleman

I can't ascend

When it should've been

My blood again

I deserve to die

As light fades

A paltry ripple is snuffed out

Another fucking wave comes to crush my ribcage

At the end of the day I'm just a man consumed by my rage

Cut off the ends of my godforsaken hands

Now

Taking me over the edge

Help

Welcome death