BURIED ALIVE Lyrics

Truth be told, I'm sick of living in this world

I'm picturing my girl and she pregnant with my son

We living in a house on the hills close to the sun and surrounded by no one

My job was well done, then I remember the truth

I remember the fact that I'm stuck here wasting my youth, chasing my dreams for some cream and some loot, but is it worth it

I ain't perfect

But God give me a purpose

Cause now I'm feeling worthless

Put me in one of your churches

And then I got saved, but fucked it up by sinning in life

And getting enraged, but I can't help it, it's the devil in my spirit so I

Promised to God that with that devil, i'ma make sure these motherfuckers can feel it

So tell me what to do, I'm being careful how I move

I'm counting down my blessings on my stool

I try to give it to God

But the devil try to pick me apart

It got me thinking why I'm living so hard

What type of games is being played and how's it going down

It's on till it's gone, then I gots to know now

Is you with me or what

Cause dog I got this stick in the trunk, and truthfully thinking about giving it up

What type of games is being played and how's it going down

It's on till it's gone, then I gots to know now

Is you really gon' ride cause I feel like I'm ready to die, cause living life feel like I'm buried alive

Some say that I'm cocky or I'm arrogant, not humble enough

But y'all really don't understand that I'm the one in the front

I never get recognition or thanks from my peers, but when I speak on how I feel

Nobody wanna hear my tears, like my feelings don't matter

I work so hard and all the people around me treat it like that's what I'm supposed to do and it's expected

But when I do the same to them

I'm an asshole and everything I say neglected

Forget it

Feel like a dumb pet

I'm the leader of a team and I ain't giving up yet

But I'm tired of feeling like

I'm the only one who can sell a fucking record or a ticket

Sometimes I think I'm better off quitting

It mess with my mind, feel like I'm wasting our time, and my dream is to rise with my team full of guys

So then I carry the load, take my feelings and bury them slow

They probably hear this and keep carrying on

What type of games is being played and how's it going down

It's on till it's gone, then I gots to know now

Is you with me or what

Cause dog I got this stick in the trunk, and truthfully thinking about giving it up

What type of games is being played and how's it going down

It's on till it's gone, then I gots to know now

Is you really gon' ride cause I feel like I'm ready to die, cause living life feel like I'm buried alive

What type of games is being played and how's it going down

It's on till it's gone, then I gots to know now

Is you with me or what

Cause dog I got this stick in the trunk, and truthfully thinking about giving it up

What type of games is being played and how's it going down

It's on till it's gone, then I gots to know now

Is you really gon' ride cause I feel like I'm ready to die, cause living life feel like I'm buried alive