Pleasure comes with Pain Lyrics

Before the pleasure comes, comes the pain

So here we are all over again

Like a toxic relationship that ripples till eternity

I hit the clutch when I hit the steering wheel

I'm seein' casualties

So many times I could've been stopped, but here I am

Dodging bullets and arrows

Like I'm caught up in the matrix

I'm feeling sorrow

At times I'm happy when I bleed

'Cause then I know it's real

Why do I feel this feelin' inside

It's like somebody died

I buried my emotions, listen I no longer cry

A whole in my heart

Foolishly thinkin' we'll never be apart

Now look at me

Wrapped in disappointment like a X-mas gift

But anyhow, we level up

No longer takin' lifts

I'm tired of being a burden, now I got a whip

Whenever you see me, you say I'm flooded 'cause I get the drip

But don't play with me

I'll leave your girl flooded with emotions

Like the tip of my uh, when I'm ready to uh

The devil always creepin' in like illegal guests

Confusion knockin' on my door like unwanted guests

At times I can't fathom the reality of my situation

But Lord knowz

I got hold of some information that bothers my soul

But I keep on prayin', Lord hear my soul

'Cause this shit will never get outta control

Like it's been swept from under your sole

We all have a role

Listen my family

I went up against giants, and left with their heads

You made a promise, never will I be found beggin' 4 bread

So I do not fear

Who do you know can go up against co-operations and win

Tearin' down my oppositions, ain't no in between

I was totally outnumbered like metastatic cancerous cells to normal cells

But yet I chose to dwell

In the tabernacle of the Most High, somebody gotta die

Perpetually puttin' aside fear

'Cause I knew it was time to put my battle gear

Starred these devils in their eyes

Could see through all their lies

Was captivated with anger

'Cause the man in their mirror is a total stranger

Feelin' like MJ 'cause they don't really care about us

That's why it's hard to trust, and that is why I bust

I've been through hell and back

Imagine being constantly reminded of your lack

My former caretakers

Woah, nah nah nah, hold up, I can't stop now, they gotta hear this

My former caretakers will surely have their day

All the money y'all took from me, is multiplied in 7 folds

But I see y'all still where y'all at, damn what happened to y'all