killing slowly Lyrics

Keep my polaroids in a vintage chocolate box

Dark magic, I look at them to stay turned on

Dare to close my eyes, I see your lips against mine

Flashes of moments we've had many times

I feel vibrations in my stomach

I feel them running through my body

I have this temperament

Or am I just an artist, or maybe

I'm going crazy

Killing slowly

Killing slowly

I think it's the suspense that is killing slowly

Eating through me, all consuming

Is it in my head, or all around me

Is either option better or am I dreaming

I need a second can the world stop turning

Let me catch my breath, even console me

Or am I better off just never learning

Always hurting, always burning

Is there any point at which I'll just start knowing better

Not hold my hopes out for something that never comes together

And at the last second becomes a perfect picture

Only to fall apart, crumble down and catch on fire

I think it's the suspense that is killing slowly

Eating through me, all consuming

Is it in my head, or all around me

Is either option better or am I dreaming

I need a second can the world stop turning

Let me catch my breath, even console me

Or am I better off just never learning

Always hurting, always burning

I think it's the suspense that is killing slowly

Eating through me, all consuming

Is it in my head, or all around me

Is either option better or am I dreaming

I need a second can the world stop turning

I think it's the suspense that is killing slowly

Eating through me, all consuming

Is it in my head, or all around me

Is either option better or am I dreaming

I need a second can the world stop turning

Let me catch my breath, even console me

Am I better off just never learning

Always hurting, always burning