Welcome ft. YaadUniverse Lyrics

I'm blue discouraged and downhearted

Cantering rhythms

You hear the sound of my soul pounding

Been through a bitter divorce with sobriety

The Scotch is taking out the nerves not the anxiety

The blunts no longer hit the same

I could smoke away a backyard of ganja and still anguish the same

One day at a time

Syn says

Speaking in restraint

We avoid the D word

Ever felt like happiness is a restricted function

My mind is where the dark comes to hide from the darkness

Dear world, you're so heartless

Starting to feel like every verse

I line will prolly be my final passage

As I transition into morgue state

Tears on my old face

Teardrops on the page I inscribe this cold verse

I've seen my own hearse

It's a chariot of fire

Dragging me out of hell- a figment of my desire

No lifeboats on this sinking ship

I got a third-hand spirit

Was born feeling sick

Worse still

Thermodynamics would never convert my energy

Into anything else but lamentations and elegies

So every morning

I'm worshipping the porcelain god

Katzenjammers from last night

I've been sleeping in gourds

In search for motivation to live

Or end up like my cousin whom I never got to grieve

R.I.P

Heaven said

Welcome