hiraeth Lyrics

And if I had the cure

I'd save you first

I'd call you my savior

Cause you like the spotlight more than I do

Drink up and fall asleep

I'll meet you in dreams

You're staring back at me

With those eyes I've longed to see

Swimming into your abyss

Break me down, tear me apart

I'd be different if we could go back to the start

If I knew then, all I know now

I wouldn't have left, I wouldn't let you walk out

I'd tell you that I love you

I'd tell you that I need you

I'd tell you that I hate you

I miss your paper skin

Euphoric fiction

The idealized version

Of a love that could have been

Oh what if?

Break me down, tear me apart

I'd be different if we could go back to the start

If I knew then, all I know now

I wouldn't have left, I wouldn't let you walk out

I'd tell you that I love you

I'd tell you that I need you

I'd tell you that I hate you

I wish we were friends

Wish I was indifferent

Wish I wasn't hurt

I wish I was yours

I wish you were here

I wish you would heal

I wish you could love me

I wish you were real

I sometimes wake up and wish

You'd hold me like you did

But you didn't exist

You were a story I created

To pull me further from the truth

That it was never love with you