hollywood Lyrics

I moved to Hollywood, I threw my life away Tried to hold my breath under a tidal wave

Been through hell and back, I gave my bike away

Tried to die inside my room is what I'm tryna say

Couldn't fall asleep for 30 days and now I'm tired

I hear voices when I close my eyes, I try to fight it

I got lost up in the valley, I got stuck inside her

I stepped in blood and left my dirty footsteps all behind me

I took a plane home and whole time I wish I crashed it

If I die then I can be survived by all my baggage

All my luggage fuck it never mind, you understand it

I got a text from my little sister asking if I landed

And now my room's a mess

I got fucked up intentions so I've been breathing less

I still ain't learned my lesson on smoking cigarettes

And doing drugs and drinking more so that I'm thinking less

I like my secrets kept

Then I went back, I made it worse, I

Had to make sure that I heard my

Name being called from the Hollywood sign

I'm fine, but I know that I'm dying this time

Then I went back, I made it worse, I

Had to make sure that I heard my

Name being called from the Hollywood sign

I'm fine, but I know that I'm dying this time

I moved to Hollywood, I threw my life away

Tried to hold my breath under a tidal wave

I've been through hell and back, I gave my bike away

I tried to die inside my room is what I'm trying to say

I couldn't fall asleep for thirty days and now I'm tired

I hear voices when I close my eyes, I try to fight it

I got lost up in the valley, I got stuck inside her

I stepped in blood and left my dirty footsteps all behind me

I took a plane home and whole time, I wish I crashed it

If I died then I would be survived by all my baggage

All my luggage, fuck it never mind, you understand it

I got a text from my little sister asking if I landed

And now my rooms a mess

I got fucked up intentions so I've been breathing less

I still ain't learned my lesson on smoking cigarettes

And doing drugs and drinking more so that I'm thinking less

I like my secrets kept

I walk on eggshells around my house, I can't be trusted

I hate this feeling, it's disgusting, it fucks up my stomach

I need help, I need help, faster than I want it

If I don't get it, I don't know, but it's not good what's coming

Then I went back, I made it worse, I

Had to make sure that I heard my

Name being called from the Hollywood sign

I'm fine, but I know that I'm dying this time

Then I went back, I made it worse, I

Had to make sure that I heard my

Name being called from the Hollywood sign

I'm fine, but I know that I'm dying this time