Money, Shows, Drugs Lyrics

The money the shows the highs

I don't know why I try it hurts some more

It hurts some more

Oh dam I miss my family

These drugs are dam deceiving

Hurts some more

It hurts some more

I'm unfortunately afflicted by a virus I'm addicted

A thought's implanted and the rest is just evicted

The only scenes depicted are the terminally unscripted

And I'm personally too sick to see through this shit

Take a hit 

Pause

If not I'll feel demented

Get depressed or suicidal with no incentive

And reach a point where it's too late to prevent it

My heart is so strong I never lent it

Cause

With the dual comes a union that is static 

In a way that's too dramatic 

Of a unit to imagine which is why I'm always hidden in the attic 

Keeping paraphrase magic hidden from the Jasmines life is tragic

I wish I could tell you straight away

I wish I could find the state to say

With you the gates are no longer grey

But for that I need to learn how to wait for you

Instead of waiting for me to get through 

I need to learn how to tell it true

Instead of waiting for me to never do what I always wished I would

I don't know how I could 

I never get it through I need to learn where to take it to

Instead of waiting for me to think of two ways to use

I need to learn how to tell the muse

He's the only one I choose and chose

Fuck these fake idol hoes

My mind is like a maze I can't find my way out 

I'm not a positive person I always live with a doubt

I'm underestimated greatly

Writing rhymes on the daily 

Haters tryna bring me down but I feel nothing lately 

This shit is so hard I just verbalize the poetry 

Murdering any beat these niggas try to throw at me 

I like to keep my lyrics groovy 

Most rappers get scared of me like I'm some kind of scary movie 

The money the shows the highs

I don't know why I try it hurts some more

It hurts some more

Oh dam I miss my family

These drugs are dam deceiving

Hurts some more

It hurts some more

Ever since I was five I said fuck being ordinary 

I promise ama make it big with all the gifts that I carry 

But if not please dont cry when I die

I told you life was a lie

I'll be in a better place

Less of chace

With a deeper mind running out of space

You know it's okay no need for tears

Switch gears and face yo fears

I may be gone but I'll be in ya heart

We'll always be together never apart

Forever together with love so strong

But please don't go cry when ya hear my song

I did a lot of bad a lot of shit I been through

And to my momma I miss and I love you

And to my momma I miss and I love you

Love you

Love you

Love you

And to my momma aye

I miss and I love you