NEED TO Lyrics

Killing my liver with the Titos that I'm drinking

Stuck inside my head, it's a prison when I'm thinking

Tryna run away from all my demons, but they track stars

I broke shawty heart and now I'm

Watching her fall out of love

Money isn't real and all these bitches come and go

Speeding in the fucking Jetta, am I sober?

I suppose

Know I'm lying, I can't feel my face, but shit

I'm tryna cope

105 up on the interstate

I hope I make it home

To all my homies stickin with me

Thru it all, you the fam (VILLANOMAFIA)

I ain't ever gone forget it when we up, it's in the plans

To my mother, please remember;

Just know that I'm finna pay you back

For all the times that I was trippin, acting up

And outta wack

I look around and there's nothing here to care about

I hurt the one i loved the most, just wanna see her smile

And I guess it's gonna take awhile

I try my hardest and still I up and tear it down

Again and again and again

Why do I need to write about this shit?

Why do I need to write about a bitch?

Why do I need to vent a little bit?

Why do I need some jewelry on the neck?

Why do I need these bitches on my phone?

Why do I need someone when I'm home alone?

Why do I need to?

Why do I need to fuck it all up ?

Why do I need the drugs?

Why do I need the love?

Why do I write these songs?

Why do I carry on?

Why do I seem to need to care ?

Why do I need to accept life ain't fair?

Why do I need to?