Comprehension Lyrics

Everything that I thought you meant

Broken promises and broken dreams I lament

Shrouding days with a cloud of my own discontent

For the ignorance I perpetuate in this mess

Shifting blame from exterior forces to me

My comprehension of the hurt is too intangible to grieve

Instead I find myself replaying memories in my head

I can't withstand the thought of knowing you were lonely in them

Could it be too late

But that's exactly what you wanted to say

And that's exactly how you fostered this change in me

No plans I endeavoured to mend my ways

Instead I watched my love fade slowly into emptiness

False reckoning but you always came back

Signifying that I could keep your heart in a jar

I took too much and I finally pushed too far

We can't subjugate our fears

Looking to you for help

As I live through this internal hell

An avoidance of reflection

It's affecting my amygdala's influence of my jaded self perception

Nothing hits me

I'm stoic yet lonely

My therapist divulges her critique on just what brought me here

But it's all the same in one ear and out the other

My body shudders as you don't stutter for once

Our love was not enough

It was always you

That brought the best of me to the surface

But the rest remained submerged

Dragging the both of us down

I tried so hard to make this right

Cut my ties with the past

And shed the weight that kept you stuck in my tide

If this is what it feels like to lose your love

Then I know I've never felt so alive

I have never felt so alive

Spill it out emote in the sense that if we cut ties now

I know we still stand a chance to be better versions of ourselves

We did this for our health