contrary Lyrics

All my friends are too busy

Wasting their lives getting stoned

I don't need that bullshit

Maybe I'm better alone

Sat in my room been overthinking my feelings

Playing FIFA 21 with my demons

They're the only ones who know how I truly feel

Am I even real?

Why is the air trying to suffocate me?

Why do I care when people say they hate me?

Can't remember what I had for breakfast it's scary

To say I'm living life would be so contrary

*Isn't it ironic how I tell everyone that everything's okay

When I literally wanna slam a door on my head*

I've been way too busy spending my life on my phone

After this behavior, come and give this dog a bone

Lately I've just been so tired

And so many things that I don't give a shit about

Coming to me with all of your problems

Is another thing that I could really do without

There's nothing there in my head

And getting out of bed is a massive event

And I don't really wanna go outside

I'm scared that I'll just break down and cry

Why is the air trying to suffocate me?

Why do I care when people say they hate me?

Can't remember what I had for breakfast it's scary

To say I'm living life would be so contrary

Under my bed, I'm hiding all the monsters

Can't see no friends but I'm trying to find my lobster

I'm afraid that I'll die from having too much dairy

To say I'm living life would be so contrary