Dyin For You Lyrics

Shit, I'm missing the bros, I think about em and I almost cry, like where did y'all go

But better believe when it comes to the people who still around, I'ma stand ten toes

Been going through it ever since you left, I be fighting these demons and nobody knows

Wrote you a letter, hoping that you get it, maybe I'ma see you somewhere down the road

I can never fake it, this really the truth, I'm recording all my feelings factually

You kept at a hundred, I felt like when I was around you, I could be the actual me

One day, I tried taking my life, but I'm still breathing, cause you happened to see

Two months later at home, I was watching the news and it said that you crashed in the V

Fuck, I felt like I owed you my life, now you dead, I don't know what to do

And you left so I ain't feeling right, you living through me and I'm dying for you

Pour the drink, I'm trying not to reminisce, I wake up and think about you first

Trying to take this shit in and just let it sit, but it's hard when all I do is hurt

E 4 M, your name ringing bells, you died on me bro, I ain't taking it well

I swear to your name that you made it to heaven, cause I already know you made it through hell

Hit me different, I can't fix it, no I'ma carry your name, we gon' lift it

And I'm lucky just to be alive, so know we gon' get through the pain cause I'm gifted

Come on *, I can't believe you did that, I just wish you could've hit my line

But I guess you had way too much shit on your plate and you put yourself up in the sky

But when I was going through the same thing, you was there for me bro no matter what

I was in and out of those facilities at the same time you was feelin you had enough

Shit, we was just cyphing together, this ain't an example of life getting better

Remember how we always shared a cigarette and so this NewPort imma light to remember

Nowadays I be keeping the bros around, and for every single one I'm going down

Real shit, he was never your mans but he died so you feel like you just wanna post him now

Ayo Jayden, I got you no matter what, and Friezuh you know you my day one

G-Spaz you my brother and that's what's up, Aki we grinding till that day come

Had to cope with the fact that my brothers ain't here but now we moving up to other things

Tell the people you got in your life that you love em cause you never know when that buzzer rings

I felt like I owed you my life, now you dead, I don't know what to do

And you left so I ain't feeling right, you living through me and I'm dying for you

Pour the drink, I'm trying not to reminisce, I wake up and think about you first

Trying to take this shit in and just let it sit, but it's hard when all I do is hurt

E 4 M, your name ringing bells, you died on me bro, I ain't taking it well

I swear to your name that you made it to heaven, cause I already know you made it through hell

Hit me different, I can't fix it, no I'ma carry your name, we gon' lift it

And I'm lucky just to be alive, so know we gon' get through the pain cause I'm gifted