CONFUSION // CONCIOUSNESS Lyrics

They won't say a word till I'm dead

My sermons won't be heard till I'm dead

Consumers won't show love till they're fed

I'm just in my own world

My own head

Yeah

I'm losing my mind I be thinking too much I ain't sleeping

I been getting too high cuz I swear to God it keeps me breathing

I should cut off my exes cuz they're the ones that keep me bleeding

I look up to the sun cuz the moon makes me feel I'm defeated

I hope that I'm good enough for all my family

Recently I come to disappoint

I hope that the Lord still be caring for me

I been acting out lately to have a voice

I don't know if my friends even notice the work

That I'm putting I'll bless them to make a point

Then again I can't tell who is friend or a foe

I been thinking they care for me just for the coin

I been filling the void that I have in my life

Just by fucking a bitch I won't talk to again

Thought getting my body count up would help me with my mental

I can't even tell where I been

I been tryna get right with the Father

But I been too worried my sins won't allow me back in

So I fill my time tryna get stronger

And posting these pictures that prove I been hitting the gym

I see the light it won't change me

My darkest times it won't faze me

I wish my life would be taken

I wish you'd see my frustration