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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

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I said I know it's kinda hard but I distant myself

Cause I been down and out saying I don't need no help

My family ain't shit I had to see it myself

So I gotta move away for my good and my health


At the same time they tryna bring slavery back

So I know I gotta make it ain't no options on that

Tryna avoid all them days when I used to sell crack

Tryna nine to five and school it nothing llegal attached


Growing up my pop worked two jobs

Yea he trapped on the side

He still managed just to get by

And he did whatever just to keep my head high


But inside I feel these demons tryna collide

So I been tryna fight off but I feel they really stuck with me

Everybody a hundred but barely reaching 50

I hope I live a long time to see my fucking 60s


Cause honestly I don't care who really rocking with me

Uh, I had to distant myself

Family ain't shit I had to see it myself

Gotta get away just to save my own health


I'm just focused on myself cause I don't need nobody help

Uh, I had to distant myself

Family ain't shit I had to see it myself

Gotta get away just to save my own health


I'm just focused on myself cause I don't need nobody help

Uh, I had to sit down and thank how people here for me

We only talk once a month so how you there for me

When I die don't shed them fake tears for me


When I was here nobody never really cared for me

Nobody never around when you in the struggle

Bitches and niggas see you up and now they love you

Lowkey they hating cause they tryna be above you


But I put in work overtime like I did a double

It's to the point I don't have to think or try to figure

I let my past go it's nothing but a old picture

I been tryna paint some better days in my stricture


Instead of stressing over life I'm drinking more liquor

I been losing so much I can't lose now

I done felt all this pain like through a hundred rounds

No matter the situation I'm ten toes down


Cause when I come up y'all gon' see me with the crown

At fifteen I was posted on them corners

When niggas get shot and broad day with no warning

I'm just plotting on these deals and performing


For niggas try to kill me cause I'm coming with extortion

I never sell my soul for the bitches or fame

Cause I'm all about a dollar man that shit never change

Niggas switching up everyday man this shit getting strange


Cause I been trying to tame my beasts but now it's breaking the cage

Uh I had to dis to myself

Family ain't shit I had to see it myself

Gotta get away just to see my own health


I'm just focused on myself cause I don't need nobody help

Uh I had to dis to myself

Family ain't shit I had to see it myself

Gotta get away just to see my own health


I'm just focused on myself cause I don't need nobody help

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