All My Life Lyrics

Lord, lift me up

You are the one

Lord, lift me up

You are the one

They say I need a release of all my stress that's been in my life

I need a release of all my anger that's been kept aside

I need a release of all my issues that I left behind

Cause karma comes around, it always bites you on the other side

I grew up passionate, been fighting for the better days

I grew up hungry in this game feels like I never ate

Ten toes in, I'm going all in to get a taste

My shadow's in the way, it's always blocking light to see the day

Cause all my life, I never seen a light for rainy days

All my life, I never took flight to fly away

Cause all my life, I've always been afraid to be afraid

There's no one in my way, it's just myself and I can take the blame

Cause all my life, I never seen a light for rainy days

All my life, I never took flight to fly away

Cause all my life, I've always been afraid to be afraid

Yeah, always been afraid to be afraid

Just picture me, I'm the little kid just sitting in the laundromat

Looking at my mom, she grabbing clothes up out the garbage bag

And I can see the pain that's in her eyes, cause that was all we had

We only had the money for one load and then we heading back

Staring out the window, I can see the rain fall from the sky

And every drop is like a tear duct blushing in disguise

But I'll be damned if I can never see the sunny side

Cause I'm the little kid and I just hate to see my mama cry

God help me out, I know you hear me, you'll believe me now

My family's been in struggle, overworking just for low amounts

I used to blame my pops for everything, I'm always thinking now

So maybe you're the reason I've been losing hope, believing now

I never go to church, I've always been afraid of being judged

I hold this weight up on my shoulders, you can't even budge

And maybe it's the simple things in life that you can't even touch

I bow my head every single night and pray that you can heal us up

They say the money is the rule of all evil, but I didn't get enough

You didn't get this letter I'm writing cause I don't believe enough

But maybe it's the thoughts in my brain that keep on reading stuff

The people keep on saying about you, it makes me keep in touch

I think it all the time, is it worth it just to pick me up

I'm talking to myself, I'm losing focus on the simple stuff

But maybe that's the reason you can't hit me up and heal the touch

My hands are steady shaking, giving up for you to give a fuck

Cause all my life, I never seen a light or any days

All my life, I never took flight to fly away

Cause all my life, I've always been afraid to be afraid

There's no one in my way, it's just myself and I can take the blame

Cause all my life, I never seen a light for any days

All my life, I never took flight to fly away

Cause all my life, I've always been afraid to be afraid

Yeah always been afraid to be afraid

It's not even worth it