sick of this Lyrics

It's hard to see the light when you're deep in the dark

Think I'm alone I'm mentally scared

Wounded from all of the times I was torn apart

All my heart needs is a spark

Been to deep starting to drown

I just think I won't ever be found

No ones happy that I'm around

When I leave and I'm out of that town

Still think no one is gonna make a sound

Worry about everything but me

And even then no one thanks me

I'm just here to paint paintings like Banksy

Don't say you relate if you think I'm crazy

I'm so sick of all these people that hate me

Sick of these no melodies

Sick of these beats

Sick of the sad s**t

How else I'm gonna be me

I do what I want

I do what I think is fun

Not a cat I only got one life

So I'm Gonna live it up

You f**king did me wrong

I Shouldn't finish this song

I don't know where I belong

I don't know where I begin

How the f**k was I in the wrong

You manipulating piece of s**t

I'm glad I ended it off

To hell with all of you bitches that wanted me gone

I keep my trust list low

To many people that want me to go

To many people I thought they cared

And should've been there

But left me to cope

With all of the pain they put me through

Now my list lower then low

No one would know if I'm gone like a ghost

Sick of these no melodies

Sick of these beats

Sick of the sad s**t

How else I'm gonna be me

I do what I want

I do what I think is fun

Not a cat I only got one life

So I'm Gonna live it up

"Not a cat I only got one life

So I'm Gonna live it up"

Sick of these no melodies

Sick of these beats

Sick of the sad s**t

How else I'm gonna be me

I do what I want

I do what I think is fun

Not a cat I only got one life

So I'm Gonna live it up

"Not a cat I only got one life

So I'm Gonna live it up "