2017 (Slowed) Lyrics

Well what do you know, another struggling to deal with heartache

Hoping he finds a way to escape

His pain with pleasure even if temporary and only last a day

That's one less he gotta handle face to face

Or so he thinks, but still we continue the chase

Continue the race

Running in place

Day after day

Steady stagnant stasis state

Might as well be standing straight

Already full of fear from starting over with a brand new slate

Need my brothas near me when it hits the fan in case I break

I ain't ever felt this before

I should be sober but won't

Feeling trapped inside my own home

Fuck having my back up against em, I'm wrapped up in the ropes

And honestly wanna smoke

Walking in my job sippin on

Some shit I mixed when I woke

Standing right there next to my bro

Couldn't think of one single way that would help me cope

Until I found my way down that bottle

Every other night, throwing parties, hitting some hoes that look like models

Hell yeah trynna avoid all my problems

So don't judge if you ain't been right where I am or you ain't got em

One hell of a feeling

So I'm doing it again and again

One hell of a dealing

Blood alcohol level on ten

That's 1.0 and when I'm with my friends

Move it up a little bit

Shit I'm at the crib

Turn up the music, ima zone out, blow a back out then next time go for the friend

I just cracked open a jar of moonshine

Then popped open some dark for dark times, Oh yeah that's what I'm on

Cause I done got so low in my life

But still respond with yeah I'm alright

I been mixin night and day

Every night and day

Feelings chasin after me, so I hide away

Hide and seek, fly away

Idk why I think what I need to get through, I might escape

We talkin 2017

We talkin nightmares no dreams

We talkin bout forgetting even the smallest ounce of peace

We talkin downin a 5th, but gotta hide it from family

We talkin fear of the mirror so I'm always with the homies

We trauma bondin

Toxic and proud about it

This shit is so sick and bitches love it like it's not a problem

More shots then we hit the lotto

Back shots with a couple lies to follow

It's vivid, it's wicked, sounds fictitious and yes is a problem

Aye listen, all of this adult life, I don't want this shit no more

Take it back, miss the simpler times and days that came before

All I had to do was stay in school and make sure I came home

Never thinking bout the stress and worry one day I'd take on

Why, the, hell, every time something bad happens it begins a wave

Like you standing on stage

Getting hella tomatoes tomatoes tomatoes tomatoes for days

Can't move or pick up the pace

You can't even lift up ya face

Don't wanna be bothered or even hear what anybody gotta say

Just pile it altogether and erase

I just cracked open a jar of moonshine

Then popped open some dark for dark times, Oh yeah that's what I'm on

Cause I done got so low in my life

But still respond with yeah I'm alright

I been mixin night and day

Every night and day

Feelings chasin after me, so I hide away

Hide and seek, fly away

Idk why I think what I need to get through, I might escape