everything i wanted ft. hj Lyrics

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I got everything I wanted

But why doesn't it feel more important

Either nothing ever brings me enjoyment

Or it only lasts for a moment

I got everything I wanted

But why doesn't it feel more important

Either nothing ever brings me enjoyment

Or it only lasts for a moment

And it don't make sense to me

'Cause how could it be that I have everything on my wish list

But now, those things feel worthless

Like they ain't ever had no purpose

Did I even want this?

I don't have an answer, but I'm searching

I get less satisfaction with each purchase

There's gotta be more under the surface

That I'm just not seeing

Otherwise, I'd say I'm being a spoiled brat

Not appreciating everything that I have

I mean, I wouldn't ever say that my life is bad

But it's hard to see the big picture when you're sad

So, pretty often, I forget to take a step back

If I ever do, there's gonna be a lot to unpack

But all I wanna do is understand why it is that

I got everything I wanted

But why doesn't it feel more important

Either nothing ever brings me enjoyment

Or it only lasts for a moment

I got everything I wanted

But why doesn't it feel more important

Either nothing ever brings me enjoyment

Or it only lasts for a moment

Now it's all making sense to me

'Cause none of those things make life feel any less lonely

By myself when it's hot, when it's snowing

When the plants go dormant, when they start back growing

It gets pretty boring

And hard to continue ignoring

The silence around me

I feel like I'm drowning

And maybe that's why I can't help but start clowning

When people are near

I wanna be saved, I'm hoping they hear

My cries for help 'cause over the years

It's gotten much worse

And nothing I did seemed to change the course

But I think that I may have located the source

So, I'm digging real deep, just tryna get down to my core

Asking myself things I hadn't before

And the more I explore, I understand why

I got everything I wanted

But why doesn't it feel more important

Either nothing ever brings me enjoyment

Or it only lasts for a moment

I got everything I wanted

But why doesn't it feel more important

Either nothing ever brings me enjoyment

Or it only lasts for a moment