A WALK IN THE PARK (Interlude) Lyrics

I know you won't believe a word I say

But I know that we've built such a bond

Over the last year since everything's happened

And I know this has been bubbling away in my mind for so long like… tryna find the right opportunity to say something like that is like

There's just no way I cou- I couldn't do it

And it's not because I didn't have respect for you

But it's just

(Scoffs)

You can't say that after

Zara look I'm the first person to hold my hands up

And say I've done some fucked up shit for sure

But I've never done anything like that

The seediness of consistency shagging

When you're calling me to tell me that you can't come home when the rest of you band are at home in bed with their other half's so they all leave the studio to enjoy that and make that last… I can't that is not the person I know at all

No it's not the person I know either

You have that in you, that is

I don't!

You do cause I don't think you just do that out of nowhere.

I'm sorry, I've got no justification for anything

The way that I've behaved, the way that I've acted the things that I've done, it's disgusting. I hate myself so much.

Look, This the thing Zara I can't, I know I can't believe anything you're saying because it's taken this long to even get here.

I know

And you cannot have a relationship like that, I promised, I promised myself, I would never be that guy who asks to look at someone's phone, who asks where they were when they Come home at 10pm, Who are you with? I will never be that guy and I do not trust myself.

You are sooo good at lying and that is where it will go and that is why I cannot be with you.

I wanna like work through this with you

How can you work through something when you didn't even fuckin' feel the guilt until you got caught, you were still liking his photos you didn't even feel the guilt.

There was no guilt there you just sat there when I was next to you in my bed going hell have that one.

There's no guilt!

There is!

There's guilt now because you've been caught!

It's not I-

I didn't know how to tell you, how can I do that you you? How can I break you like that!

Because you should have respect

You should have respect for someone,

You should have respect for someone

That you say you love!