nothing Lyrics

Yesterday I made the same mistake I always make

I'm sure I'm fine but I can't help

But put myself

In a position of pain

Do I love the pain

Then today

I was overtaken by-by-by the rain

For a year I couldn't cry

But now I can't help but die

When I'm alone with myself for one fucking second

I know I'm pathetic

I know I'm pathetic

I kno-o-o-ow-o-o-o-ow

I-(longest I ever)-m pathetic

Tomorrow came

I thought I saw myself call

But the phone never rang

I became the person I never wanted to be

I became me

Can't you see

It hurt me worse

Than you first

Even though you're always third

I'm you're favorite flower

And you're my favorite number

But now we're nothing