Smoking & Thinking Lyrics

I think I'm just thinking too much bro

Yea that's what it is you know

It's been years since I spoke about how I felt

Sitting here smoking all by myself

Double cup sipping this not good for my health

Staying in the shadows like a ninja being stealth

Locked in focused on accumulating wealth

See

You should just stick to yourself

Looking at myself like one day you gonna be the man

If I trust my Vision and stick to this plan

God has the field I just need to land

Way too caring

Always lending out my hand to people that don't appreciate it do you understand

I'm the chosen one that's why I tatted it on my hand

At a young age taught myself to be the man

No guidance or direction I just had this plan

The deaths in my life were hard to comprehend

For years it just felt like life was so bland

That's when my mental health started to descend

Contemplated suicide the devil was my best friend

Committed a lot of sins had to repent

Started designing clothes I didn't know how to vent

Momma told me go to therapy I never went

How the fuck that finna help I'm dealing with severe torment

All this pain and all this trauma

How they finna help me out momma

Plus I don't wanna live any longer

I know you don't want your son to be a goner

Feel like I'm slowly dying call the first responders

Feel like my soul left my body is just wandered

On this journey still because this vision I ain't conquered

I had to let go and let God

That's how I prospered

My higher self watches over me

I'm being fostered

Highly favored and Enlightened like Bob Proctor

Pretending to be someone else y'all some imposters

I ain't mean to hurt you shawty go to the doctor

She wanna fall in love but she know I got a roster

When it comes to her yea I get a little softer

Deep down I ain't gonna lie my heart want her

The way she look at me I can tell she think I'm a monster