COLOURBLIND ft. PYNES Lyrics

I feel sick, what has it made of me

Forward thinking's got me stuck in last week

Throw out my inhibition

Making peace in my decisions

And my color blind vision

Must be screaming at my eulogy

I never should have said how

The past's been on my ass for way too many days now

I woke up spinning and God knows I will make amends

I flip through the pages just praying that we reach the end

Once you living for your dream, they just want you to go down

People do nothing but take your stuff and be lounge around

Be careful with whomever you choose to be your surround

Sounding off whenever you try for yourself and leave them out

I'm not mad, Hoe,

Just don't want you to talk to me

Used to hold me down, some like gravity

Now I'm losing my sanity, just another rapper soon tragedy

Bae this ain't no rhapsody, so don't think I call you Ms. Majesty

Can't wait to let go of this agony, can admit I would feel down randomly

Check on your mental health, just as much as you check on the stars on the balcony

Tryna be rulers of galaxies, I'm the only one who's stopping me practically

Everything changes so drastically, everything changes so drastically

I feel sick, what has it made of me

Forward thinking's got me stuck in last week

Throw out my inhibition

Making peace in my decisions

And my color blind vision

Must be screaming at my eulogy

I never should have said how

The past's been on my ass for way too many days now

I woke up spinning and God knows I will make amends

I flip through the pages just praying that we reach the end

Go hard like Odell did back up in the day

Let me get this message straight, my path I just never strayed

Hate my past but I never would trade it, I was on pills or a nigga was faded

Hate that I let the devil have a hold on me, that's the funny thing

I remember using stores just to double up a check

When I be paying people for the music and I never see any of it back

When I fell down I watched them change like they couldn't hear my cries

Isn't strange, this the type of shit make you go insane

This the type of shit make you go insane

I just always looked up, prayed to God one day he would make a change

Always asked him who I needed to be and what I need to exchange

Cause I know this double cup won't ever erase my pain

This trauma always tied into my name, mentally I'm from the one to blame

I feel sick, run off no fucking sleep

Sitting here with couple bitches smoking joints rolling off E

Having ego trips, thinking I'm the best, she don't disagree

Smoking trees, I'm now colorblind, all I see is green