BITTERSWEET Lyrics

Throw my heart away, I don't care

Back and forth we go, I've been thinking bout the times we got wasted

Remember baby girl, I held you close and said we'd make it

I was on my own and we both knew you couldn't save me

You make me feel like I made a mistake

And every time you hear my name your heartaches

You make me feel like I made a mistake

And we both know deep down you hate everything

Like, hello, do you just not check your phone anymore

Like, what are we doing

You're so closed off lately and I'm literally going through so much right now

and you're not there for me

And I was raised in a spiritual house

So I couldn't take it every time you went out

Cause 3am your friend told me to come down

You were laying on the ground and just drunk all around

And I hated it, but I loved you so

I tried to change it, but you're out of control

And I hated it, but I loved you so

I tried to change it, but you wouldn't come around

I just, ugh, you said you needed space to figure yourself out

Then how'd she come in the picture

Blaming everyone, then playing everyone

Who are you to tell me anything

Yeah, you could say you were down forever, but I guess better late than never

It's over, and I hate you

But it'll always be you

And I couldn't take it

Baby no, I couldn't fake it

My mind was racing

The times were changing

Your friends were bad for you

Tryna make you do the things you shouldn't do

Tryna hold you back from all the good in you

And I swear to God you never heard me through

And I hated it, but I loved you so

I tried to change it, I did everything I could

So I left without a clue, packed my bags up out the blue

Still sleeping in the room, still sleeping on the truth