Kill Yourself (Myself) Lyrics

We'll turn the music low, we'll watch the neon glow

Until we fall asleep, I'll slip away and leave

I'll give you everything I have, I'll starve myself until I'm thin

I'd sacrifice myself for you, can you see my heart pop through my skin

If I don't get away, watch me as I suffocate myself

I've been having trouble breathing since I lost myself

In my room, way down the light A reddish pink till you barely see my eyes

I can barely see you through our foggy breath on this cold winter night

And you don't know that we've only got a minute till you're alone

And in that time, I'll apologize for everything I hide

Every time I cried, now you can watch me die

If I don't get away, watch me as I suffocate myself

I've been having trouble breathing since I lost myself

Sometimes I don't feel like myself, sometimes I just don't like myself

I'll reinvent, I'll play pretend, but at some point the show must end

I usually get back up, but this time feels so different

What's stopping me from letting go? And giving up, I just don't know