No I’m Not Ok Lyrics

I'm not even happy with myself no more, bro

Like, it's like nobody really fuck with me no more

Like, I'm doing all this shit by myself

Fuck it, let's just get into it

It's crazy

Only time, only time niggas listen to me is when I make music

And y'all don't talk to me, fuck all you niggas

Claim that when I know I'm not I hate the pain

Mama don't you look at me I'm finna cry up in the rain

My first love yeah she cheated on me with my bestfriend that shit left a stain

And I'm mad as fuck and I'm sick as fuck, not to lie that shit got me going insane

I'm finna blow out my motherfucking brain

Man fuck that shit get hit by train

I tear and I cry and it mix with the rain

Can someone help me stay in my lane

I told shawty that I lived before I cuffed her that's what time I'm on

Then I seen her with my bestfriend what the fuck shawty just leave me alone

I wear Vlone still feel alone

I look so weak I don't feel strong

I love too hard, they do me wrong

I don't know what I'm doing wrong

Had a dream with my granny and she told me that she loved me

Now I'm stuck as fuck making this money

I cannot fuck with nobody but money

You say you love me, why you lie to me

You say you love me, why you lie to me

Man, fuck the bitch, yeah, she broke my heart

I don't care about that fucking bitch

You a bitch and you bitch made crazy my heart in a fucking ditch

You don't know all the love I gave to you

You broke my heart, what the fuck is that

My nigga, now I need tissues

I care for you, you don't care for me

I ain't lying, bitch, believe me

You gon' see my name on the TV

And I put that on my fucking niece

Claim that when I know I'm not I hate the pain

Mama don't you look at me I'm finna cry up in the rain

My first love yeah she cheated on me with my bestfriend that shit left a stain

And I'm mad as fuck and I'm sick as fuck, not to lie that shit got me going insane

I'm finna blow out my motherfucking brain

Man fuck that shit get hit by train

I tear and I cry and it mix with the rain

Can someone help me stay in my lane

I told shawty that I lived before I cuffed her that's what time I'm on

Then I seen her with my bestfriend what the fuck shawty just leave me alone

We love you, JJ